When God Shakes

We discovered an illness. We were quite astounded. Scared. Mixed emotions. I told him maybe the job is not for Him or maybe, as I told him a long time ago, he is besing shaken. He is a hard headed man, very unbelieving. I always have fights with him with regard to going to church and praying. I once told him, ” You won’t like it when the time comes that God call you.”

Then it came, the second opinion that we need. He was positive for the disease. I prayed hard. Never prayed harder than that day. I hope he goes well, I hope it will have a cure. I can see the fear in His eyes and eversince then I told Him that only God can help us get through it. I know that this is God’s way of calling us. It just feels so bittersweet to be shaken.