Really Saved By Grace

While reading my Bible, I chanced upon the a story and it really creep me. It was about how God will destroy Israel because of their sins. I read that in the morning and then when I opened it in the evening I was in the same story. It was quite an omen to me at the time. I know that I am continuing as a sinner and it really feared me that God’s wrath will be upon me. I was crying and asking for God’s forgiveness.

Then the next day I prayed hard for something that I need. And as was promised I got it. Hehehe… Ewan may sense ba pa sinasabi ko? I guess the sense is I knew God still loves me inspite of it all.

Work…

Hay… I feel so depressed now. Just got off from an interview. Did not go well. I feel so shaken again. I felt so stupid not taking care of the jobs that I had but then again I know I am really fed up in taking calls and doing this job but I don’t have a choice.

Kalungkot because no matter how hard I try to get off this, I can’t. Didn’t even finish college.

Lord, please. I trust you with this and my life. Take this feelings off me and please help me find a long term job.