Pains

These past few days I’ve been writing about the sadness of my heart. These past few weeks has been a hell lot painful, but still I have so much to be thankful of. I’ve learned a lot of lessons and I’ve known the people around me.

See, I’ve been jobless for weeks now. There has been a conflict with my grandma and the electricity got disconnected. Talk about when it rains it pours. But those are nothing compared to what I felt last night. You see, we have no electricity last night so I called my dad to ask if we could stay there just for the night. Then my sister said my dad agreed. We went there, with a bag with clothes. Then my sister went out the house and told me we can’t sleep there because my dad and my stepmom fought because apparently my stepmom did not agree that we sleep there. O come on! I can’t help but cry. Imagine, I am just ASKING for HELP! Just for a night. Then we decided to just go to my hubby’s house and travel from Laguna to Rizal at 10 pm.

Okay. So we were there. I was so happy with them. I envy my husband for having a very supportive family and a very loving one at that. Imagine, we’re more well off than them but still his family still finds a way to help us and even other people, even if they don’t have much resources. Argghh.. And my family, with all the wealth and capabilities that they have still manages to be so selfish. Poor me. But I am just praying for them.

Lessons learned: Money will not make us happy. Then, I am only good to some people when I ahve money. The world sucks! I am lucky that I am not for the world, only for God.