Work-Related

(my wordpress blog has been in hiatus since I am enjoying multiply too much. But I want to revive it. Yey!)

Well, if you are my friend then probably (and hopefully) you are following my blog which means that you know quite well that I am a call center agent. And yes, I hate my job but I have been doing this for 4 years now. Last year, I jumped from one company to another hoping to find another Peoplesupport.

AI am currently with a company now and sad to say, I’ve discovered what my problem is, my attitude towards the job is not fitting any company at all. It is not the company that I don’t like but the job. I don’t like to speak to Am clients anymore more so be in the graveyard shift. I want a normal life, maybe a business.

I admire my friend Lyle for choosing to leave the business even if it means lesser pay, at least he is happy. And I remember my college friend Jane, telling me that money is the reason I stay in this industry is bull. Well, yeah. I am not happy and money can’t buy happiness. Aaarrrggghhhh….Torn between a lot of things. I know God has a reason why He puts me in this company, maybe to teach me a lesson or two or just simply use me. However, I’m really tired and my body is not getting healthier with the erratic schedule and stress.

Just yesterday I went to the doctor for check up. She ordered me to go and get a schedule for whole abdomen ultrasound and 8 lab tests, like crea, cholesterol, FBS. She said I am too fat that she is worried that the reason why I’m fat is that I have a more serious illness. She is considering me to have cholelithiasis and/or diabetes type 2. Will get the result of lab, later and ultrasound tomorrow. I pray to God nothing serious. But something is serious by the way, I’ve been constantly monitoring my BP and it was consistently 140/110. Not good. Tsk. Puyat at pagod. Tsk.

So now, a lot of things are in my mind. Weighing a lot of options, creating reasons to leave mthe business. If only my husband will allow me to.